Day 135
When things are well, as thankfully they are for now, you try to return to some normalcy. The daily routine returns, but it is not as real as the worry that colors all that makes up everyday life. We have been able to return to some form of routine, with John being well enough to get out, but not well enough to return to chemo. His needing less care leaves time free again, but the mind seems to fill it with worry for both John and Courtney.
All that goes into moving more than fills most of the time that is open, but anxiety still insists on its place, most often sometime before what most thing of as morning. Worry accomplishes little, but it doesn't seem to care, only demanding your attention. We certainly have plenty to worry over these days.
All that goes into moving more than fills most of the time that is open, but anxiety still insists on its place, most often sometime before what most thing of as morning. Worry accomplishes little, but it doesn't seem to care, only demanding your attention. We certainly have plenty to worry over these days.
